Today, you will read a personal post because I will tell you several things about me which I don’t really discuss with my relatives. These months, I felt very upset about people who are always lying instead of telling the truth. I realized that they might not enjoy their life. Sometimes, I did like them : pretending. I really think about it & I figured out that this kind of behavior doesn’t match with me.
For several years, I used to be as perfect as I can to make each person I know happy. I always changed myself depending on someone’s nature & it made me very sad because all I want is a simple life without drama. I am not a person who makes problems, but I am a really sensitive. I can cry or be angry easily when someone disappoints me. If I can’t change myself to be stronger, I think that I have to stop seeing some people who give me negative thoughts. Unfortunately, some of them are persons who I really love. This point is most difficult one.
All of this brings me to imagine what would make me happier. As I said earlier, I just need a simple life without lies, manipulation & just a life on the theme of respect & anticipation. I mean anticipation because some people don’t realize that some things they enjoy can break someone else’s heart & mind. I can be in a big city or just chilling on the beach but wherever I am, I just need respectful & kind people. These last months, I really suffered from some situations I didn’t understand because there were lies. I know I am not a person to sorry for because I have money to buy everything I want but I think my life could be better without negative things. If I had advice for all of you, you have to try to get rid of all the persons & the situations that make you unhappy. Which me luck for this resolution.